So, recently, I came across a few journal entries that I wrote and had forgotten about. I’ve decided to share them all, here on the internet – yeah, baby!
This first entry that I’m sharing (below) was written by me, soon after one of my huge breakdowns. The year was 2013, and wherever you see “Side note:”, well these are notes I made now; in 2016 , with fresh eyes!
*Trigger Warning* Before continuing, please note, this post contains some emotional content as well as discussion of panic attacks, which can be a potential trigger to some.
Date: Today is the 23rd of October 2013
I’m not sure why I’m writing this.
Lately, I’ve been feeling this urge to write down everything I’m feeling. It’s almost like, by acknowledging all of these negative feelings, I will be released from this horrific darkness that’s killing me. And somehow, this pain won’t affect me anymore. As if. There’s hoping eh?!Read More