Continuing with my “I’m an open book” theme, I am actually sharing an excerpt from a journal I kept in 2015 (aged twenty-seven), during a really tough time in my life.
I spent some time last week working on de-cluttering my room (I do this when I’m too emotional – I either crash and cannot move or I do too much and throw away shit that I actually need) and came across old journals and lots of loose pages, all filled with my writing about my (disturbed) emotions. FUN.
This journal entry particularly got my attention.
I’m sharing this, because it really shows how much I have changed, and how much I went through but I never let myself feel it, looking back now it seems so surreal.
It’s as if I spent all those months dissociating non stop; mind and body were completely disconnected. My way of coping I guess.
I have a feeling many go through this too…not my story word for word, but the struggle and the unhealthy copings habits. So, here is me…Read More