I deleted my ‘This is Mental’ blog. Gasp!
There was a moment of “OH MY BUDDHA, what have I done?!” But that was soon followed by a sense of…relief. I felt lighter.
I still feel lighter.
My “This is Mental” blog no longer felt like me, you see.
I’ve changed so much in the last year, and the woman I am today is definitely not the one that created and kept “This is Mental” going.
Don’t get me wrong; I had to hit rock bottom to get here, so thank you past Elly. I am forever grateful to that woman, she introduced me to a stronger me.
And I feel like I can dream again.
But more importantly, like I can make those dreams come true! And I’ve decided to do it by being unapologetically me. Thus “Unapologetically Elly” was born – it just feels right.
Here’s to new beginnings!
“And here’s to the fools who dream.
Crazy as they seem.
Here’s to the hearts that break.
Here’s to the mess we make
(Emma Stone – The Fools Who Dream, from the movie La la land)